End

So hey.

So, wanna say, it's the end of Alex story. He told me, he has already have girlfriend and it is fucking hurting me. I waited for him on skype after school everyday, I started to fall for him and he said he has a girlfriend. And I regret that I always waited for him at skype everyday without fail. He told me before that he likes me and loves me but this is what I get. Why? Now, I'm really sick and weak. I've lost my inhaler and my asthma keeps on coming, and it is fucking hurt. Gaaaah... Well, I only wish him all the best for his future and his girlfriend. I'll still love you as a friend. I've forgiven you but deep inside I'm still hurt.