Mean

I'm hurt. People around me, really hates me. I know I did something wrong. Guess.. I'm useless. Why am I alive in this world? Why people keep insulting me..? Yes I'm fat... I'm hurt.. Guess.. I won't be long enough, going through all this. If I die because of asthma, no one cares. Being nice to people, they give me shit back. What for I live in this world with such a mean people? Why? Yes I'm fat.  Yes, I'm too fat and is hard for you to handle me.. Yes.. You did not forgive me. Yes, I'm the one you are insulting me the most. I'm the one who hurt. Guess.. I won't be Fatimah anymore. I don't care if people want to bring me to mental hospital. As long I'm far from them. I'm okay.. I don't want them to near with me anymore. I ruin people's day. And i don't wanna be hurt. Guess.. I will be like last time.. Yes.. I'm acting like a kid. Like everyone does it too.. Nevermind.. I would give you a knife, and will ask you straight away kill me.. I can't stay in this world anymore... I use to be happy... But now I'm not. After what you have said... I'm really hurt.. Thank you for making me hurt... And I'm really hurt. I want to go far away... Sorry for my mistakes..