Chapter 1

Chapter 1,

The day that I met him, the kiss that we practise, the smile that he gives, the body that make me melts, the beanie that he wore it on his head, the advice that he gave me,  the chat till morning, the songs that we dedicate to each other, the stories that we share, the omegle site that we met, all this, makes me even want to be with him closer ever time we talking with each other. Yes, I know, we just met, but I don't know why. I know, I've put in high hopes for him. I know, he is far away from me. I know, we are not the same. I know, we can't to be together. I know, I'm not meant for him. I know, I don't deserve someone like him. Yes, I know. But, the kiss, makes me fall for him. I don't know why. I know, you gonna say, I'm crazy but the the feeling that gets to you and you can't forget it. You keep on thinking about him every SINGLE day without fail. Yes, he have this some thing diff. But I'm still search for it. This while I keep missing him. Yes, it's been 1 week plus we did not chat. I miss his kiss, his smile. Today, 14/05/2012 is the day he turns to 22. Today is his birthday.I'm not stalker but I know it at Skype. :) Our age is different. I'm 16 and he's 22. 6years diff. I wish to get to talk to him, today. The love each time grows bigger. I know, I can't fall in love with him cause he is far away. :/ Yes, I do miss him so much. I keep thinking about him. I don't know why. Yes, I do like many guys. Yes, LIKE not LOVE. Is only LIKE not more that's all. So, for him, IDK. I know, I'm getting to much here but I just want to express my feelings at here. I know is getting bored reading this . You know why I keep on typing long passage now? Cause my late sister is gone and I have no one else. So I decide to type here. It's ok what comment you want to say but, as you know, I have no one else. Left family and friends but I don't know I want to trust who.. Well, the story is becoming long. I'll shall end here.Thanks for reading it.


Sincerely,
Fatimah